happy but I'm in pain.

I don't know what is wrong with me. I can smell something that is not right. but what is it ? I can't tell it myself. this evening I went to Jusco to meet Fisya and Farah. I know that Fisya was in her break time. so , I went there to see her and hoping that Farah would like to join us too. but she said that she's not feeling well and need to take a nap for a while. I don't want to bother her. so , I went off with Fisya. after we had our so-called lunch , Fisya went back to her place and I go to Farah's place and see her. she looks pale. my guess was right. she's still stuck with her  Mr.A. I can see her tears. she's trying to hide it though. Farah , aku daa kenal kau lama. I know that you're hurt and you can't get over him. :( kenapa benda nie selalu jadi dekat kitorang semua ? I mean when one of us is happy , the others mesti sedih or they were in trouble or something. I can't take this. it's like a bad curse to our friendship. what happened actually ? we can live without guys because we are each other's strength. sorang sedih , semua ada sekali and we share the sadness together. bila sorang happy , yang lain will feel the happiness and we'll cheer to each other. but kenapa bila sedih mesti because of a guy ? penting sangat ke diorang nie ? Farah , I don't know whether you'll read this post or not. just wanna let you know that apa pon yang akan terjadi or daa terjadi kat kau , kitorang sentiasa dengan kau. aku sayang kau doe. daa sebelas tahun aku kenal kau. bila kau menangis trust me , aku pon rasa sedih jugak. aku suka dengar kau gelak. tengok 'blur' kau and cerita bangang kau. everything that is not perfect about you are perfect to me. so do , Chiko , Fisya , Didie , Opie , Nisa and Tiqa. you girls are my life ! my strength ! YOU GIRLS ARE EVERYTHING TO ME ! ILOVEYOUALL. I'm happy today actually but at the same time I'm in pain bila tengok kawan2 aku sakit. boys , if you really love us girls , please don't break our heart. it's fragile. please.