you actually makes me stronger. thank you.

Ya Allah. I can't stop thinking about him. whatever I do or whenever I'm alone , otak aku mesti pikir pasal dia. but somehow I think he actually makes me stronger. aku nangis for two days but I can still sleep well though. now , aku daa tak nangis lagi. tapi my feelings towards him is still the same. and I don't know when it's gonna change. I know I have to move on. I know I have to smile and laugh because life is too short to be sad and cried over things that's not even worth my tears. but what to do , benda ni baru jadi kan ? so aku rasa tak salah kalau aku down for this couple of weeks. but most of all , raya nak dekat ! semangat raya itu PENTING ye ? whatever it is , I'm gonna put this aside and try untuk face the reality that dia daa ada gf ! you can do this ILANI !